Okay, so I am sick of myself with the whining.  There ain't nothing I can do about any of what has happened except try to adjust so that is my goal for the day.  Back to that one day at a time thing.  So today will be spent with a few tears I am sure but I will also be evicting my long standing tenants, the spiders.  Maybe even get rid of a bit of the dust.  And finish the day off with some Netflix videos in front of the television.